131 days to go…….

and i feel so lucky to have him as my husband to be. Through the preparation, the cross-discussion, the arguments we did to decide things, just give me more certain to do this journey with you.

I know there is no promise that everything will be brighter, will always nice and peace. I know there will be time when i can’t control myself to yell at you, the time when we’re just too tired to express our feelings or the time when we think selfishly, the time where we have to struggle to keep everything well.

But i know that you and me will do our best, to remember the reason why we start this journey and keep on fighting to continue the journey. We will share our laugh and cry, our worries and happiness.

I’m so thankful for this understanding process, it will be a never ending process to learn about you. You will always amaze me with all of you, But hey, i choose you coz it is you. My never ending surprise boy, who makes my life colorful and bore-less.

Instead of preparing myself with the whole wedding things, i’m preparing myself to find other surprise from you for the rest of my life. Either it will be good or bad, i’ll do my best to adjust to it. I won’t promise to accept it all, but to do my best to adjust to it.

It’s going to be a big roller coaster, but hey, i have experienced once, when we start this relation. And now, i feel it was fun, i’m adjusting :). Please bear with me, if i’ll be little cranky, or moody during the process. But, trust me in the end i will understand.

So, take my hand and start this crazy yet fun journey ahead……